This year has felt a little like living inside a snow globe after someone shook it. At the beginning of the year, I had a mental breakdown that led to two inpatient stays. When I look back now, I can see the events of the year floating around me like snowflakes. I know they happened, but trauma has made the timeline messy. For a long time, the therapist part of me took the lead. I had my own practice as a trauma therapist, and my heart was especially drawn toward people like